Boooo!

仕事のやり甲斐がない。。。

Daydreams

I'm already day dreaming of strolling down to the Mister Donut store near his place after the visit to the shrine on New Year Eve, to get the fukubukuro. Somebody save me!!!

Starbucks Sakura

It suddenly occurred to me. I wanna get a new sakura tumbler from Starbucks next Spring… and this will indicate my new start! =) 6 months to counting down, it seems so far away….

さくら - いきものがかり

this song was all over the place while I was in Japan few years ago. And it has been in my iPod(s) eversince.



On a side note, I seriously doubt I can pass JLPT1 this year... definitely not that this rate I'm going... =|

Updates

I'm just lazy, so let me be short and sweet.

had an interesting encounter w ah beng today, which i think will make office life for the next few wks abit more fun. saw the ex via tv conf today too :s

been wanting to bake and this would be a good time coz there no jap claases for the whole day... thinking of using this recipe... or the one online...

storms nowadays seem stronger... its either that or i used to sleep so well that i dont remb any strong storms over here, esp at night.

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Family Love

He threatened me, so being me, I dared him.
How stupid.

Oh can I say, it's the 2nd time he's telling me he can do things to me if he wants to? But the last time I dared him, I didnt feel anything coming. Cracking my head now as to what he can really do to me.

Letting his insane partner loose and go around biting/hallucinating?

想不开

。。。放不下。

The Brother (finally) talked to me, when he asked if I asked Nemo that the sweets I got for her are not meant for her sis. As an aunt, I agree thats not the perfect thing to do. I said yeap, I said so. And why do you want to always buy things only for Nemo, thus creating such negative feelings between the girls, he asked. That was never my intentions, and what he said wasnt true. I had always made sure I got 2 sets of stuffs for the girls whenever I go overseas, even at times, their cousins (my sisters' kids) may not even get anything. He only saw the part when I had chose not to give the spoilt brat, coz it was when I had just handed over the present from Italy and the next moment, she turned her head without saying thanks and ignored me from then on. Nemo has always respected me more as an aunt, and that's what she deserves for behaving.

I won't reward a kid for bad behavior. That would be the perfect way to spoil her further. Looking at the way she's turning out coz of you people not being bothered to discipline her, I guess I dont have to contribute further.

Dont even get me started about the prata guy, who flipped facts and chewed words countless times today. And about the Geek!!

Today shall be "Me Against the Rest of The World Day"!
*RAWWWRRRRR*

Rose Gold

Was told rose gold is not plated. So the color will not wear off. =) Very glad.

Affected

This heightened frustration and continuous nonsense isn’t helping me to hold out till Jan the 7th. It’s worse that I had to pick up a fight with him (yes, I’m always the one initiating a fight!!) at this time.

Italy Trip

Pix are already finally up!!!
Link to it here.

Couldn't drag it further since the Geek's mom asked for it.....
Took me nights to filter through and upload haha... Enjoy!

Meeting!

Wheeee! He's coming over in Oct, and just got the tic! Supposed to be a birthday celebration so he wanted to be here mid Sept... but these airline cos are just out to earn money, a tic in Sept costs 3万more than that in Oct!! WTH? Anyway, meeting in Aug then in Oct followed by Dec seems better 'paced'.....

So happy!!
And that reminds me of my Dec tic... what's stopping me is not knowing about my next move... Tix in Dec cost quite a bomb too, and I wont be able to redeem my UOB points since those in that category are all sold out =(

JLPT

Signed up for the exam today. Hope everything goes well. By that, i mean, i hope i would actually put in the effort to really study and improve myself (not just to score).

Got back results of the mock test today, and it was rather surprising that I passed. Maybe this will keep motivation up for awhile... =)

The Geek behaved kinda weirdly today... Hmm will ask him abt it tmr...

ST Goals

Ok. I read your post about what you have done, and what you will do, for this year.
Here's mine.

Done:
1. Attempted the scholarship again and found out the reason so I know I can give up.
That's all.

To Do (by end of year)
1. Find out what I wanna do really
2. Read Job Classified every Sats
3. Make an effort to find something in Tokyo
4. Make an effort to finish HW and study for prep class every week
5. Be a nicer gf to the Geek, for deserves more than a selfish and ugly brat
Ok, that should not be just a short term goal, i hope.. haha

Something to read.

:(

Heard 2 stories of people breaking up just within 1 day of return, both of which involve parties who are close to me. Hmmm.... in both cases, it seems like the ladies weren't exactly happy with their guys' careers, how much they are earning, and their 'pride', as the ladies see it.

Which brings me to appreciate the fact that I'm surrounded by females who work hard themselves, not depending on their guys, and not needing them to have to (worry about) providing for them. =)

Glad to be back from the trip. Not that I didnt enjoy it or what, in fact, it was fantastic. The places were beautiful and amazing. But the stress of having to rush for trains/flights/ships really freak me out alot, and isnt something I wanna live with constantly. And it was so hot & humid that I got frustrated easily though we wanted to see alot more stuffs. I wished I could spare more days to slow down abit, I might enjoy it much much more. And to answer to Lin (coz you dont have a comment box!! =P), there were some purchases, but apparently shopping isnt a guy's fave pasttime, so there were limited time for me to walk ard the air of luxury brands haha.

Back to work today. Bleargh.

You were saying?

げっすいっきん
げっかっすいもく

really got me ROFL with a nasty uncontrollable
snort.

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Personal High

Think this is the highest I should can go

Very pleased, but still not sure how I did it...... -.-

And my obsession with Bejeweled marks a new point, where it has its own label in my blog. =)

Getting ready

Pillbox says hi.

Essentials for the trip.
Never forget your collagen & vitamins.

failed

he thinks the reason im working so hard to find my way to japan is coz "i love japan". i didnt know there (seem to be) no any other reasons more obvious than this. i thought ive said it plainly before? maybe i didnt, but do i have to?

i really think im a failure.

Misc

View from the school (2nd best)

Got this from the boss when she heard I'll be fighting heatwaves in Italy
(this works!)

Few more days to the trip!! Yipee!!!!