final words for today

we are i am blogging too much. but i need to put my words of wisdom thoughts down before they vanish.into.thin.air.

i tend to push people away when they offer something. it might be something i want, might be something i dont. but the bottomline is, i dont want to get used to relying on them because they will eventually be gone one day. or at least i fear so.

I'm sorry

what i said to him suddenly flashed back, and i realized how it might have hurt. what he said to me later, that my words can really hurt at times, hurt me back right now.

didnt catch it that point in time, too late now.

我们都寂寞

只觉得很不开心，就只想爆哭一场。有人说觉的我很勇敢(对于做了的决定)，又觉得我很坚强(坚持走下去)。我只能说，当一个人没想得那么远，又很固执，就会搞成这样。

你没有过这些冲动吗?

Blah

arrgghh stupid manager just popped by and asked me to check if there's any empty meeting room. who does he think he is?!?! some old fashioned MCP huh? even my colleague who overheard wondered why so.

Try it again and you'll get it.

work &.

A thought from today.
Given a spreadsheet with hundreds and even thousands of cells to work on, you can't expect someone to do the job well unless he understands the meaning to each of these fields and the overall picture of what is to be done.

Note to self.


It can be quite fulfilling (and therapeutic to some extent) to bury yourself in work and only want to get things done. Your mind wanders off less often and you feel happy with yourself at the end of the day. Keep it up!

Safe & Sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling, Everything's on fire.

三個人

As i was walking to the station in my day dreaming mode, I questioned myself about the 3 people in my life who treat me the best (or so i think). Without any doubt, it's gotta be my mom and the geek. Was a tough fight between my sis and dad, but i guess my sis wins by a little.

I then started to think abt the 3 most important people in my life. This time round, i think my mom, the geek and dad would be the ones.

Of course, this is not going to be the same, as we move on in life, we place importance on different people ad things, same with how others view us.

不哭

选择不哭，因为决定对自己好，做个快乐的人。