お父さん

お父さん LCD cleaner for the camera :P

You could say I drew inspirations from the おみくじ。。。 whatever it is, ive been thinking abt it all wkend but couldnt bring myself to agree with them. Im not blaming these ppl now saying who's right or wrong... it all boils down to perspectives, where ur coming fr etc... and in this case, it's clearly a mismatch of expectations.

i wasnt asking for more, nor was i prepared to negotiate. By asking for basis of considerations, i wanted to know where they were coming from. Apparently all in their minds, i simply wanted more. It's funny i get reminded if such thgs by Lady Boss when it's the first time (i look like) im aaking even.

Im not done yet. would at least want them to hear a piece of my mind too.

That said, ive alwaya wanted a change in line, what better time than now to do it? i just have to bear what the lot says and move towards the challenges ahead.

stabbing

stupid inefficient lazy irresponsible abune stabbed me in the back. so gonna nail, twist and clobber u nx week. just watch out.

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おみくじ

Remembering the lot from Meiji Shrine... I got a very meaningful lot which I felt reflected alot of what I'm anticipating this year. It spoke of how [I] should move forward with determination and courage, despite the difficulties. Only with exploring new grounds and widening paths [and etc], you feel life's purpose.

That was a pretty weak literal translation. But you get the point yeah.
It was something very close to my heart, and reading it alone leaves me feeling touched and motivated at the same time. I have it with me all the time now, to remind myself and continuously believe in myself in moving forward.

Things are revealing themselves. The Geek said it's abit early, in Feb, to be happening. I think otherwise. The faster it comes, the more time I can have to work on it, and have a happy celebration at the end of year.




Was reviewing my (not so experienced) life so far, and I would say I have been able to accomplish most things I have set my heart out to do. Save for that one affair which was affected by things that took place years ago.

It gave me a boost of confidence, into making my decision.

I can do it.
You should believe in yourself too, because nothing's more important than that.

Downs and Ups

One good news. One bad news.
But somehow I was looking forward so much to the good one, that the bad one doesnt seem so bad either.

Woohoo!!

感動

read this somewhere... it's so true, but not as easy as it sounds.

Guests

Heard from the Geek that my fave 'manager' (now a SM), Harry Potter, said he will come if the day falls on the weekend. It was good hearing that =) since we werent planning to invite ppl all the way here except for families.

Now it seems like the whole world knows about it, and i can anticipate the news to spread here soon! o_O hope this will not affecr how my offer will turn out!


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What I've been up to

Been pretty diligent at reading up stuffs lately, so much so that I don't feel sleepy on the bus anyway, save for those days when I took cough syrup the night before. Just wanna do as much as I can beforehand so that we can have the major ones settled first.

And we haven't really come to a conclusion which one comes first. And it might depend on many factors...? *mind boggling look* It can actually be quite fun/confusing working on administrative stuffs when you are overloaded with decision making.

This week was kinda a roller-coaster ride. Think the boss has un-officially blacklisted me for always approaching her boss (skipping her). Do I have the tendency to do such things, now I wonder. But that's only coz that guy has much more relevance to what I need to talk about, while she doesn't have much to offer. Bleargh. At the later part of the week, managed to clear up some craps in the organization and straighten up stuffs. Can't believe that guy actually took months to work on/ignore things we've been asking for, only to find out today that he hasn't progressed much. Where do we get justice to be done?

Was lamenting to one of the guys, about the strange things happening. But my stand is that we're all adults and the mgmt should be relying on managers to control their people. Give them respect and things will work out somehow in a much more pleasant way, than treating them like primary school kids.

Next week. It's when I'll know how good they consider me for the position, and whether or not I'll reject them (to their surprise?!).
So much about work.

3D3N

The weekend came and went away.
And so did the Geek =(
But the flu stayed...

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Bentos....

One of my Vdae prez... now, he's learning really fast from the best (me, that is) in giving practical presents for special occasions.

"There's no excuse for you not to learn how to cook with this hahahah!"............


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Just some thoughts while I was on the way home today.
Why is it that people call their partners their "better halves"?
If I were to talk about "MY better half", it would mean that portion (probably less than half) of me that's sane, nice, sweet, and isnt in a bitchy mood.

That's me.

Oh and JCS said results will be posted in a week or two.... woohooo something to look forward to!!

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有的没的

Times when you need things what you would never thought of needing them again, it's good that they turn up without trouble.


Officially running a fever (and obviously not enjoying it).

Sleepless Nights

I couldnt sleep I couldnt sleep I couldnt sleep, I couldnt get myself to fall asleep. And I ended up sick.

Mind's filled too too many stuffs!

Who hath thou heart

seeing this ad un the papers today just totally melt my heart... Tiffany really knows where to go for a woman's soft spot huh?


that said, it's not like I'll be rushing into their store to get everything something... I'm broke, or at least, foreseeing myself in that state in the very near future.

Someone please tell me it's just pure coincidence that they have this goddamn tempting ad today, after the CNY, just before every woman one goes back to work, and ohhhh just before V-day... V for Victory, at the brands!

Alrite, it's just another post to whine the pre-monday blues away...

Something more serious.. i finally have some response, even not so positive, it's well within expectations.. these people may see me as being too anxious and pushy but i dont want to be "sitting here waiting for a lousy deal" in the end.. good thing i made the move so that we have it all laid out clearly, they cant fingerpoint and blame me for playing them out yeah? hopefully they'll come back to me soon or i'll behave like a cockroach till i do hear something... "As soon as possible" isn't a satisfactory answer to anyone waiting for something, don't you know? I learnt (and adopted) this attitude during the first few days with the sadistic ex-boss..

That being said, we're entering Feb... which means results for JLPT will be out soon! I bet everyone has forgotten clean about it during the loooooooong loooooooooong wait... so long that you don't really care anymore....

When you are prepared to lose it all, what you dont eventually lose, is considered a gain... i must be so losing it haha....

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Celebrations

Have decided, that we should be planning such that to make the whole thing a joyous affair for everyone. Shouldnt be such a wet blanket when it comes to everything. Browsing through magazines can actually lift my mood up!

Thinking of happier times, when everyday together was much more bearable than having to face life's reality hahaha.... Feeling the bitter cold wind all over again just by looking at this pic!

=) Glad the holidays are finally here, I have some time to do some researching and calling!

头很大

本来就是两个人的事情，怎么无端端冒出多一百个人出来。