Note to self

I actually hate the fact that i get affected so easily, by your words, actions and even your mere presence.

I actually hate the fact that i enjoy being with u. The words you spring upon me make my heart skip a beat at times.

My mood goes on a rollercoaster ride as the time we spend together increases. I was told to enjoy while it lasts, keeping things under control. But i feel my guilt killing myself over time.

If only life just consist of Yes/No, 1s and 0s, black and white. Then again, one of the beauty of life lies in ambiguity and uncertainty, isnt it?

Jelly Feet

It's always good to take things with a pinch of salt. Be it what someone has said or done to you. It might have been a passing remark to him/her and there's no point getting your brain all tangled up.

Been pretty frustrated with work these days. Not so much of the technicalities, but more of not being convinced of the way we do things (=waste energy=time=budget) just because the client says so. I'm still not service oriented enough and flared up abit, very unprofessional. Doesn't seem like I'll ever change to be nice to bad customers though. When the day comes, I think I am prepared to be a Mom, putting up with tantrums, other than my own.

Hmm kinda looking forward to tomorrow! =)

U win

These days, i dont know why but the seats right in front seem to be always hijacked by someone who dashes in from the side! It werent even some old person but some fully abled adult! I cant say a thing about it, save that i wasnt desperate enough. But deep down, i was imagining wild thoughts. Oh wait, maybe they have some disabilities that i cant tell fr bare eyes, like dropping dead if they cant use their smartphones sitting down. Or maybe they consider ugliness a disability. *rawwwwrrrrsss*

Yes, yes... i can be perverse in little ways like this. :)