sag

u shouldnt sleep on ur sides to reduce sagging on ur face!


-- 自分のiPhoneから発送する

name

guess im gonna end up with a funny name afterall =|

-- 自分のiPhoneから発送する

Graffiti

I talked about drawing a timeline towards Oct (the start of new life work environment) and this is what I got.

Geeky who?

Resolution

Should stop being helpful, and provide no more information/help than people had asked for. Coz people just take things for granted. When you ask for info back (bidirectional flow rite?!), they'll keep on postponing their reply. The next time they need more info, they'll go after u relentlessly.

We need to take more pride in the job we do.

花火

Wondering if we'll get to watch it together again this year...

I should start a new hobby this year, preferbly not cooking.

Mistake

made a mistake. i'll be straight about it. made him too important to me. but when things turn out differently when he doesnt realize how worried i got.

wait a min... im having second doubts about everything.
it's just me. im always someone who takes things too seriously, 気にしすぎる人だよ. and i have always disliked that aspect of me. it's super un-cool, and i end up giving others as well as myself trouble and headache. to put it plainly (and childish sounding), i wanna become more cool about things and people. i want to not care about small little things, and even if something major happens, i can take it in my stride and live my life as usual. i wanna start taking things easy so that myself and people around me wont have to suffer. Like how A and F did today, when i was pouring my heart out to A, or having F to help check if everything's fine.

maybe im meant to be alone in this world. i worry too much abt others, worrying myself sick when probably nobody cares. am i heading the wrong way in life? Man, someone tell me it's just a "third life crisis"!

maybe i should try it out myself too... and see how it feels. i might get a whole new understanding from it.

Romanticism

P: This is just so unromantic… To be going through these details and knowing all everything. There’s no surprise!!
G: Being romantic is not all about surprises and being secretive. Your definition of “romanticism” is too narrow.
P: It’s not narrow in anyway (lor)! I’m a virgo, a perfectionist! That’s why to be seen by me as “romantic”, every essence described in the definition of “romance” has got to be captured, including surprises!!

G: ... *KO*
P: *Dances around*

Confused

=|

Got some pretty good news from the boss btw... waiting for the confirmation and details!

Games

You said you are piecing up the pieces of the jigsaw. I would rather think we are pieces on the chess game you are in.

Discussions about the move seems to be going quite well, with some minor things irritating me abit here and there. But well, I can live with it i guess. The one single matter that bugs me is the fact that there's a chance everything can only start by the beginning of 2H of next fiscal yr, Oct.... that's like a super long wait, and I somehow regret compromising. No choice, just gotta honour my words if they really want to do that right?


Really into this song now, which I couldnt find the video for...

♥ いきものばかり

We've made our decision, and I'm glad we did.
For the rest of the year, it'll be about putting in much more efforts to make things work.